crack a smile

The last few days there has been a lot of reminiscing. Graduations, family gathering, hang out with friends, and planning. I find it hard to believe that I have just finished my first year in college, that a year ago I graduated and was ready for some summer adventure. Summer's here again and I feel completely different. As I attended my cousin's and friends' graduations it occurred to me that I am growing up, at fast speed. I cannot wait anymore and I cannot lag anymore, its time for me to well, be an adult.

so many things have happened over the year. Breakups, distance, bad news, good news- bittersweet memories. I seriously think my life is too similar to movies out there. You know the ones about growing up and thinking about the past?

Anyways I love the beach and I did pretty well this quarter so i'm uber happy! Now I just need a job. :[ I got no experience, where would I ever be hired? hahah oh goodness.



<- this is the reason why ( or at least one of the reasons why) I cannot leave California.