crack a smile

I'm terrified of losing you.





i hate saying good bye.
i miss the old me

I'm nothing special
In fact, I'm less than ordinary.



but i have my moments.

sometimes its just so damn easy to slip into the past.
and let me tell you, its a lukewarm, son of a gun, bittersweet place to be.
my ultimate goal is make good memories so that in the future,
when i do slip away, it'd be to a place filled with sunshine and love.
i do apologize for my cheesy phrases.
anyways, my days are getting colder; i love this coldness.
but not when the toes are cold. hello, socks!


sure i can accept that we're going nowhere.
but one last time, let's go there.

It has been too long since i've posted things. I'm not going into more details like I would have in the past. Life should be kept simple.

I want to believe, but it's just so damn hard.
maybe its because of these high tides, i'm fighting.

heart of worship, anyone?

History was made today.


I'm glad I was part of the generation that made it happen.
good luck obama

sometimes
i wished
you would
notice that
i'm really



trying.