crack a smile

The last few days there has been a lot of reminiscing. Graduations, family gathering, hang out with friends, and planning. I find it hard to believe that I have just finished my first year in college, that a year ago I graduated and was ready for some summer adventure. Summer's here again and I feel completely different. As I attended my cousin's and friends' graduations it occurred to me that I am growing up, at fast speed. I cannot wait anymore and I cannot lag anymore, its time for me to well, be an adult.

so many things have happened over the year. Breakups, distance, bad news, good news- bittersweet memories. I seriously think my life is too similar to movies out there. You know the ones about growing up and thinking about the past?

Anyways I love the beach and I did pretty well this quarter so i'm uber happy! Now I just need a job. :[ I got no experience, where would I ever be hired? hahah oh goodness.



<- this is the reason why ( or at least one of the reasons why) I cannot leave California.

I can't imagine. i can't believe how life change so fast. everything seems so different, so colorless and bland. i feel like my life has been rearranged cause nothing seems like its in the right place. My house doesn't seem like my home. i kind of miss my old house of 13 years. so much memories.


i miss my family and friends

sometimes, the love you seek is staring right back at you. all it takes is for you to open your eyes and see.


on another note, finals is here! so wish me luck :)